I tend to be a highly critical thinker...about everything! I've notice that I have waves of thoughts about my surgery. I go through intense periods of over thinking every part of it, which at times consumes my day. I experienced my first surgery dream recently, which of course sent me into a session of deep thoughts. The dream was focused around the outcome of the surgery, recovery, scar lines/location and disappointment. I woke up feeling confused and hesitant about everything. It took me the entire day to shake the feeling.
Since then I've had a few other dreams all focused on different aspects of surgery. I am learning to deal with them a lot easier, but they still shake me up a little. I guess its all part of the anxiety of booking a date so far out. The waiting is going to be the hardest part, but I know it will be well worth the wait.
52 days until surgery!
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